I’m turning 21 in a few months and I still haven’t figured out what I want to do with my life. I wish I can tell myself that I’m happy but I’m not. I tried to focus on the bright side but I always end up dwelling on negative things. I question, contradict and doubt myself a lot. I have serious self esteem issues, I’m hurting, I’m insecure and I have no self confidence, I always compare myself to other people and try hard to please them. I’m afraid of taking risks, of failing. I feel like everyone’s moving on with their lives and I’m just stuck in the same old place. At times I just hate myself and end up crying, frustrated and angry. Maybe I just want to be loved, cherished, understood and be important to someone or perhaps I should love and believe in myself more and accept that I’m not perfect and will never be. Most of the time, I just don’t know anymore. I wonder how many people can relate to what I’m feeling right now. It just sucks to deal with this shit alone. Talk to me please. I’ll really appreciate it.
For the past 6 years, a dog named Capitán has slept on the grave of his owner every night. His owner, Miguel Guzmán died in 2006 and Capitán disappeared shortly after the family attended the funeral services. They searched everywhere and put out flyers to try and find him. But no one had seen him.
A week later, some people who were at the cemetary late one evening spotted Capitán laying on a grave and they contacted the grounds keeper at the cemetary. The cemetary notified the family who promptly came to pick him up and take him home. But each night he would cry and scratch frantically at the door to go out and he wouldn’t return home until morning. It was later discovered that Capitán would walk the 3 miles back to the cemetary each night to guard his master’s grave.
It has been nearly 7 years now. The cemetary does not close the gates until he arrives each night promptly at 6 pm. He sleeps there all night guarding the grave until the grounds keeper opens the gate in the morning.
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